To J

Dear J,


You're forcing me again.

As much as I miss your kiss (or most kiss in particular), I don't think I'm going tomorrow.

Why? Because you dont treat me well enough. And I don't know what you can do to me and what you can "make" me do.


Despite this, you must know that I look up to you somehow. For being innovative and passionate. For being resourceful. For being all around. For being charming somehow.

But we have different realities, us both. We live completely different lives.


And I'm not doing anything with you because I don't love you. I don't even like you anymore. And to think that I had "feelings" for you back then.


Oh J. It was wrong to begin with. I wish you all the lovelyness in the world. I just wish we both clear up. :)


Rejectingly Yours,
M.