No one's in a hurry.

Hello nonfictional accounts.

Will I be deleting you soon?

All the records of flirtations, sluttinesses, whorishness, and heartache. Or maybe I'll just leave you alone and let you rot until someone finds you.

All the secrets and the wicked perceptions. All the poetry and rants.

....


1. I can't wait to leave my friends. 4 years down the drain. I just really hate being with people who sees me in such a bad shape. It's as if I were the queen of all evil.

Here's something stupid: Sometimes, when you go to people for comfort regarding your insecurities and you fail at it, you end up in a worse shape. I didn't even do it for comfort! I did it so to reach out, call it being humble if you may. And I get nothing but notes on my frankness. Thank you.


2. Will it get boring when we start working? Will it go downhill from there?

Who will be my friends? How many friends can you possibly find at a workspace? They'd all have their own college friends or highschool friends or gradeschool friends to lean on to. Do you have any healthy barkada?

Well atleast you have a family, which is a more stable set of people.

But still.

It's like not finding true love etc.

3. Why am I so dependent on boys? Why am I so ?obsesses? with getting a boyfriend? Why can't I be like other people who never bothered with the opposite sex?



Still, I really don't have anything to complain about. Life is good as it is. Steady. And no one's in a hurry. <3

Happy Note

For the past few weeks / available days, we go out like crazy. It's like we found the missing pieces we need to keep ourselves sane and uninlove.

Isn't it fabulous.

We watch movies together, drive, drink, go to exhibits, venture the unknown, indulge in sweet pleasures that others cant get the hang of.

He's the gay bestfriend.

I just hope I can keep this. :)

Poor boy

He doesnt even know it.
Baddeh baddeh bodeey.... Aharharhar. Yum. Hahahaha.

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Argh. This we wont be very interesting if I dont stop myself.

Poor self. I just want to do him.

New Bestfriend

To the hot newly discovered bestfriend I will not fuck.

We wont because

a. We are wonderful this way, the possiblities are endless.
b. My reputation is ice thin
c. I don't want to deal with any of that anymore. Not for a long time
d. We are more interesting this way.


Thankyou. :x