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J is making me go to his condo unit for the morning.

Going to his condo means making out.

I'm 18 years old, I'm turning 19 on September, I've been boyfriend-less for 6 months. My sexual needs are totally unquenched for, say, 4 months. More than a hundred days. Its not a big deal, I know, especially when I write it in this light.

Going to his condo and making out and "more" (whatever that means) is no big deal.

I mean, well, if you're a cool person, it's not a big deal. But I'm not that cool! If cool means making out (again) with a manwhore who's in a two-year relationship, then forget it.

And by the way, very unfortunately, I was raised in a Catholic family, and anything of the sort is just plain wrong.


I'm cool in a different light. The fuck. Why do I have to be cool in the first place?


Anyway, so much for my social-slash-sexual-slash-flingish endeavors.