The Core

Let me give you a brief account of the characters you will most likely be encountering (repeatedly) (over and over again).

There's The Core. With a capital 'T' and 'C'. We've been friends since day1 and we might as well as be friends forever. It just feels meant to be. Almost very effortless.

(We've been the Mean Girls for so long, which is very lame, until J called us The Core. We have other girl friends, but there's this air of excluvity within the four of us. And the coined name The Core is a little bit less lamer than Mean Girls, so I'm using it.)



First of all there's L.

Physically, L has long hair, weighs 100 pounds, and is the Sex of the group. No, she is not a slut. She's just a very sexy human being. She's known for that actually. Sexiness.

L is my soul sister. Seriously speaking, if I were a guy, I'd fall in love with her. Insert malice here, but what the heck, right?

L and I think the same. It's like we have the same mind. And I admire her for so many things. How she respects people around her, her poise, and her optimism on life. It's difficult for someone who's gone through enough to still have the positive outlook she has.

Or maybe, life is just being really dandy on her these days.

L's boyfriend is in America. More on that in the upcoming entries, I guess.



Then, there's T. I don't think I'm very much close with T as much as I am with N and L. T is pretty. Very.

She's the light of the group. She keeps us popular. Which, as we all know, does not matter anymore. Maybe on the first few years of college, it did. But right now, we're all growing up so much, that popularity just isnt a priority.

I like talking to T. Everything's light. If I were to describe her in one word, I'd say "Sunshine".

T's been single for a year and a half now. I dont think she minds because, well, boys swarm over her like flies... and when boys swarm over you like that, you just dont want to date much of them. And I don't think the right one's come around yet.



Then, there's the controversial N. N is my partner in crime. We attend the same parties. We have the same work ethics. We grew up in a different crowd who acts the same.

I don't like N very much these days. I love her to hell, I do. And I'd hurt her if she ever reads this. But I think she knows it anyway. Despite the clashing, we continue being friends because it just works for us. We take care of each other.

I hate seeing her hurt.

N finds me immature. I find her that way, too. And I hate this about us. Sometimes back then, our friendship suffered a silent competition. Then this great awkward distance. I'm fine with distance. But awkward is shit.

I don't want to write about N in this light, but I just know that right now, there's a drift in our hearts. We're just not getting along.

More on N?

N has been going after the same guy for 2 years now. It's a hurtful and totally unhealthy process, but well, that's love. Not that my love life is healthy, so I can't reprimand her on that.

What I love about her? She's sweet and strong at the same time. I think I'll write more abou her some day else.