Ridding

Im not commitment phobic.
Or maybe I am.

But the current situation does not call out the answer of that question.


I DONT LIKE MALE1. I'm pretty much annoyed by him. Its like.. UGH. THE FUCK! I KISSED THAT? He's so little. And needy.


I really need to let go and figure life out without someone worshipping me. It seems to be my vice see, having them adore me. And what? We've known each other for less than a week.

I like J more than him.

THEY GET WORSE AND WORSE T_T.

No more bachelors out there. This sucks.

My ego is feeding itself. But my need of romance isn't. No I havent met the right one. I have my head in the air... I'm too good for the rest of them. That's why I play. I've yet to meet my match.


I want him to come around already.. the TRUE NL. But ofcourse, I'm willing to wait. :) I'm already tired of the dating around shit, but since he's not here yet.. why not indulge in this?

I know that philosophy sucks.. Ugh.


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On the bright side. I got an inch on my boobies, but two on my waist.. which is very easily remedied.


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I JUST WANT TO FUCKING GET RID OF THIS GUY!