I tried, okay? I did. I really really really did.

But I don't want to hurt him. And really, I'm just using his lips. His hands. His company.


BUT I CAN'T TAKE IT.

He's sweet fine. But he's demanding in an annoying whiney way.


And I knoooww.. he's not the one for me. He very much can't handle me. Even if he tried. He's a good talker fine.. not very great.. but he can socialize. But still.


:( I can't do this.

I don't want to hurt him. But I don't want to be with him.