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I semi-fucke someone last night.

Let's call him Male1.

Maybe someday, he'll be fit for a letter or acronym of his own, but right now he's not.

I was meaning to write the brutal details yesterday, but I didnt have the time because I had to go to places. And now, I just wish I could write it properly.


I am fabulously uninlove.

Table of Content
I. Details of the one-night-stand
II. Realizations
III. Plans
IV. Current
V. Eye opener



I. Details of the ONS

I met him when I was with A, a girl I've been hanging out with a lot. He's ok. He's not that tall, he's skinny, he's kinda fun to be with. He's not bad.

He's immature though.

To make things short, in an hour of meeting him, we went torrid.. and in less than 12 hours, he got me to give him a blow job (which is pretty much against my INNER will), and he got to do stuff to me.

He smelled like great.

He was so little. (I'm used to making out with kinda tall or buff guys)

It was really great at first, but the latter parts of the semi-sex sucked aside from the casual cuddle.


Oh yeah, and btw... he asked me out if I wanted to be his girlfriend. Uh. No.
And he asked me to if we could have sex... uh NO NO NO!


II. Realizations

Sexy time is not all that.

The fingering tends to hurt.

I hate and suck at giving blowjobs.

And he squeezed my boobs as if it were stress balls.
HATE HATE HATE.

BUT, we kissed good. Proper tounge use. Nice lips. Nip libbling.

ST is overrated. It's not glamorous.

True Life is not glamorous.


III. Plans

But I soooooo don't want a boyfriend. Guys tend to be annoying when they're too fucking sweet. And he's like sooo immature. Trust me. Very.

And he hates spending. Trust me, it won't work.

I love myself too much.


IV. Current

He calls me 'baby' and messages me. Ugh.
I DONT LIKE HIM!

It was a one night stand. Maybe we can date as long as he won't bore me. Which he very much would.


V. Eve opener

Having a boyfriend isn't all that. It can actually be rather annoying at times too once you think about it.

I'm not rushing.

I wouldn't mind not having a guy for the rest of the year. I just have to relax.

I am slutty. And somehow traumatized... but not really, since I'm, like, beyond that.

Acting so sexy, guys tend to think you're open for sex. Not just sexy time, but sex itself. Which I don't want because, I just like to kiss. I'm not an entirely great fan of ST anyhows.

I am fabulously uninlove.