The First Fuck

We could've
lied
beds apart
Beds the size
of the one
in my room
I could've
imagined
that I wasn't
away
But you caught
my arms
licked my skin
pushed me to
the head board
entered
as I squirmed
and screamed
and sighed
The pounding
hit
my flesh
like steel
You tower above me
the outlaw that you are
The moment was as real
as everyday
The banging
the weight
the breathing
all you
I love.