Wasted.

I'm in my worst shape ever.


1. I have three major boys in my life. All of whom will not take me seriously.
2. I am seriously in-like with one of them. The best one ofcourse. But he sees me as strictly his affair. Which I totally am not supposed to mind. But I do mind. Because I am getting emotional with him, and of all the men, he's the one who's all physical.
Fine all three of them are not serious anyways. What am I complaining about anyways? I wanted this. Might as well as enjoy it.
3. I am not in the DL list.
4. I go home smelling like beer and smoke everynight.
5. I have valiums.
6. I am broke. Broke with debts!



I NEED TO GET MY ACT TOGETHER!