Pschological Analysis

The freaking problem with you is:

You take the boy-ing around seriously.

You think parties are the work.


They aren't.


Your mind should be bombarded with thoughts of school and... nothing. There is no reason you should be thinking of anything. But you are. FUCK FUCK. Atleast you don't have PC games all over your brain... but still... this is just as destructive.

You even have a whole blog dedicated to recording your quests of boying around.


This "addiction" probably came from a bad childhood. The childhood where no one crushed on you. Where no one found you pretty.

WTF. You're just abnormal. And you are attempting to fulfill the ideal in a world that's more realistic. Realistic = having low expectations. Ideal = aiming for the impossible.

They would say that aiming for the impossible is the way to go since thats what the great minds and characters did... but what teh fuckah. And sometimes, your only hope is the fact that you've gone from blah to pretty.. and you now think you can do everything.

Gawd. This post just became an emo psychological analysis of my inner unconscious thoughts. Ack.