Male1

I promised this guy.. let's call him Male1 that I will have lunch with him.

He's okay.. but he's not pretty enough.. and I have no idea what his like. You know how pretty much critical I can be. I mean, reputation dear... what does his friends think of him. Is he a highly respected son of a bitch. Has he dated too much girls. Yadayadayadayada...

My gaawwsh.

I dont know how to handle this actually.

I dont want to end up regretting I ever went out with him.. Ack. I hate N. She makes me feel that way. Don't like her to much. L and the others will love me no matter what. But N makes me feel like, I don't know. Fucking critical! I hate her.

CAN I TELL HIM THAT I JUST WANT TO BE FRIENDS AFTER PROMISING GOING OUT WITH HIM. And besides, his body does not suck.