Flirting away

SCo.
Male 1.
Another Male1.


I smell like a night of vice, as usual.

I will stop smoking for a month.


Through some weird turn of fate, he sat down beside me, and we sang at the karaoke together. He pointed out that he'll touch my legs, which is so not a big deal, because he was just joking. Er. He pointed out how white his legs are.

I FLIRTED WITH HIM LIKE I ALWAYS DO WITH PEOPLE. I take off his scrunchy, I lean on his legs... I play footsie A BIT... yadayadayadayada.. I don't even want to think about it. About anything. Because he's a friend. And I don't want anything weirded out.

M, please remind yourself that he's got yellow teeth. Badtrip, you're drunk kasi.

Argh.

Ampf.

Argh.


Don't take it seriously, though.


On less serious-er notes, I promise Male2, a male blockmate whose bugging me lots, that I'll kiss him. Haha. It's cute. But duh.. I won't. Im such a flirtatious character, I am.


Stop thinking that they are your boys, because you're not their girl. Not any one of these guys. No pressure. And none of them is quite worth it anyway. No one worth past 24 hours.


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On the other hand, J proclaims (ish) his love (ish) for me to the boys. Aww, sweet.




You know what's funny.. I don't even want to think about it. About anything. Nada.


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I just don't want to go back there. The dark ages. I'm scared of the dark ages.

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Dear M of the future days,

You're going back to these pages one day and laugh at it. More so, find yourself foolish. That's what you ALWAYS get for impulse flirting with guys you dont actually like in the first place. But what's practice to you, no?

Are you still on your quest for a Him? The NL? No, you're not. You're just out there, being the little girl that you are. Pretty, charming, sweet, lovely, normal. Normal.

As long as you're happy, what else is there to it?


-Sep2008 version of M