Lots

As many gossip I want to reveal. I can't write.


Once upon a time conversation between me and J:

J: Darls I have to tell you something
M: ...
J: Don't fall in love with me
M: WTF? (Deep inside: Thanks for reminding me.) How dare you...
J: Wrong selection of words. I mean, let's not fall in love with each other.
M: Okay.
J: I mean it.
M: I won't.
J: Say it to me.
M: I won't fall in love with you.


And I won't. Ever. It sucks because everything's just so stupid. You know you can pretty much get your way. You just have to be nice. Whatever.

If we have forgotten, you have a girl friend. And I'm being a slut. And I can't let the Male Model who has a (tiny) crush on me know.

If we get caught, we're history.

...


Dear N,

What do I do that hurt you? Is it joking around that I like Him? Because, believe me, I don't.

I never hurt you on purpose.

But you hurt me because you want to revenge.

I NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT YOU.

I do everything in my power to give you the best. And you know that. I love you that much! How dare you.


Now, I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm thinking of moving away, but I hate the difficulties. I don't want to pull a Ke.


Hurt and confused, but don't want to worry about it,
M.

...


Dear K.

You fucking asshole.

Foul.

Don't you ever make that joke again.

Offensive.


Angrily yet calmly,
M.

...


Dear Male Model,


Thank you for finding me pretty.

I'm not expecting for you to really have a crush on me. And it wouldn't matter.

And it's soooo loserish of me to consider this an achievement. But it is! It really is!


I am pretty.

After ?? years, I am finally pretty.


Prettily yours (if you'll have me perhaps),
M.

...

Dear Ji,

I love you. :*

Sincerely yours,
M

...

Dear everyone.
You saved me.

-Yours truly, M