y?

Ah. Boyfriends.

When you're busy, you don't miss them. But when you aren't you go crazy without them.

And you just can't change it. Fuck life.


Speaking of fuck, o yeah, I've. Its not a big deal actually... been doing it for, hmm lemme count. 1, 2, 3 4 5, 6 7. Seven times and we've yet to actually finish it. Makes me feel like I'm still a virgin. And stupid me, I sometimes do it without condoms.

Am gonna stop that now.

Sadly, we haven't made love yet.

...

O fucking.


Aside from these, I don't quite think I'm in a high point of my life. My haircut sucks,. my friends are awkward, and my mom is still cheating on my dad. And my haircut sucks. This will most probably take 1 and a 1-2 months to fix. Am not going back to that salon.


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Why I'm still blogging here? Maybe I want someone out there to read this. Just not the people I know.