Cheat.

My bestfriend just admitted having cheated with his girlfriend with my other best friend. WHY? WHY? WHY?

Is there no hope in the world?

There isn't as it turns out. I should've known this being a very consistent 'other woman' back in my single era.

BUT WHY?

Of course I'm pretty sure the boyfriend will do a lot of other extra work... honestly, I KINDA don't mind him frenching a girl in a club or something... but sex is just off the charts. And holding hands. Possibly because hand holding is too lovey, sex is too lusty and lovey at the same time, but kissing is very unpersonal.

Well partly also because I can kiss with another guy, but I will very much not sex him, and holding hands with him is another matter.

Then there's the cuddling, which is a total no-no, because cuddling must only be enjoyed with the one you love.








Why did my bestfriend do it?! He was mankind's hope. Now there isn't any. And unfortunately, it just became a game of who gets who first.

Sadly, I hate lying. And keeping secrets. I remember having tried to kiss this guy when I was with my ex, goodness. I think about it everyday for a year.

And I just semi-dated a classmate, and is planning to semi-date a friend. Whatever. Semi-date?


And most importantly, the boyfriend will kill me and the guy. Well really, it's just who gets who first. :( I hate it.