I love you.

I don't know what to do anymore.


I'm just trying to establish this relationship. I dont want to be dominated, I'm not used to it. I'm never used to being in a fight with boyfriend. I'm so very not used with having a boyfriend who fights back.

Despite this, I love you. Maybe in some weird twisted sense, I love you better.

And when you love someone better, you're stuck.

:( I feel trapped. I don't know how to deal.

It feels miserable. :(